Thursday, June 24, 2010

我回来了...




















There's long time didn't update my blog...

可能也是没那个时间去update吧...
近来发生了很多事情,有开心的,也有不开心的...
其实开心又过一天,不开心也是要过日子,不如就开开心心的度过吧...

就聊聊我的学业吧...^^
Ya, my 4th Semester in my college was started 6weeks ago...
It's the last semester in my certificate level.
I think I have chosen the right
course for myself, Public Relations suit me alot! ^^

说到改变...我改变了...
其实当中发生了很多事情...
现实的残酷,
相信,爱情,还有寂寞...
之前的我都在面对这一类的问题...
现实把我弄得太过保护自己,我都将
我自己放为中心点...
自然而然,也不再相信任何一个人,不再用真心,交朋友和真真地去爱一个人...
我为我自己建造了一座什么人都攀不上来的一座墙...把自己放于在一个不被受到伤害的一个自己的空间里面...
当时,什么事情都要一个人去面对,一个人................
继续的,寂寞又找上我了...我寂寞吗?其实我并不觉得...哈哈...我在讲什么啊...

在城市的生活真的要很小心,这里的现实,真的令我感到很伤感,EMO... ^^
不过,我觉得做人还是要活出自己...
把自己的character活出来...

今天的我,已经很好了...我不要再做任何的改变!、
要改变的,都要把我所有的坏习惯都改好...
LAZINESS,SELFISH...还有吗?哈哈...
我从那个一个人的世界里走出来了.
我自由了!!


我的生活

我想认识我的人都知道,我是一个很喜欢比较喜欢社交的人,自然的...
我喜欢多姿多彩的生活...我不让我的生活变得平淡...
近来认识了很多很多的新朋友...
很高兴认识了你们,有的把我拉了一把,有些却推了我下去...
不管怎样,时间还是一样走,太阳还是一样从东边边升起,西边下去...
只要带着坚持的一颗心,把我的生命交托给上帝,那我人生就没遗憾啦...

The last paragraph... Last sentences...

Live with purpose!

I may not have all the words that I need to say, and I know I won’t always be strong, but I’m never afraid.
Because I hold my destiny and it
depends on me ALONE!

To be strong!

I may not have all the words that I need to say,
and I know I won’t always be strong,
but I’m never afraid.
Because I hold my destiny and it depends on me ALONE!


Tuesday, September 8, 2009

考试,压力...我爱你们,我的朋友...

我能够承受!!
有些东西,勉强都没用,Its cannot be force!
在考试的这段期间,朋友们都很努力的在读和把所有的notes都记熟...
希望我们在考试中能够发挥我们最好的!
加油!
Cheer UP!
Enjoy with you my lovely friends!
DanielYue

Friday, September 4, 2009

承受,离开,你可以吗?


如果我们深爱一个人,

我们能承受,

必须分离的那一天吗?

Its was so meaningful to me!
The sentences touched through into my heart, my tears droped...
I love you, my parents, my friends, my best friends and my clozest one!

I LOVE YOU!

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

我回来了...

你们好吗?
好久没有出现了...
我好想你们哦...
我很想我的朋友哦...好久没见到你们了...
因为考试的关系,学校没上课了...所以,我们就真的很就没见了....

我想你们!

在刚过的这个星期,我有点不开心...我很生气...
生气我的朋友....
他们好像对我有另外中的看法,好像每一句话都在讽刺我...
星期六那天,我终于忍不住了,我气上头来了...

星期六那天,
ChunChun和友伟礼拜天从怡保下来KL,他们要帮葆绮farewell的...
然后我就好心打电话给葆绮,他没接电话,然后那个肥婆Josephine接电话...
讲到就''卿赫赫''!
好心打去问...他却讲到好像我错这样,打会给我会给我,却没有...
好,算!
我就打给chunchun,我就问他,你到底有没有确定葆绮星期天是否得空,他又没打...
然后,他又无端端开loudspeaker...我妹妹又在那边..
因为我的facebook,然后有几个人wish他..
本来我想告诉他的...然后,我叫了两声...他却没应我...当他应我的时候,却是那种不爽的语气...
算!我立刻盖电话...
算了...

然后,OLIVIA打来,让我发泄完出来...谢谢!

可能这阵子的我的内心有一些脆弱,比较容易被伤害...
对不起,如果我讨厌你,骂你....

我会改的!
在倒数国庆的那天,我喝了点酒,哈哈...
我觉得很幸运,有ChunChun,You Wei,Anthea,Paulynn,Cookies,
ChungSing,Jenny,ZhunQi,Paul陪我一起过...很开心...
我们在家谈天,弹吉他,唱歌...
我很开心!
也要对不起我的ROOMMATE...我们吵到他睡不下去...

试要到了...心情还是懒懒的...
再咪着书...没心情在出去了....

在我回怡保的那段时间,我去了金马伦一趟,
那边真的很闷..................................................
闷到....但是,我很ENJOY....当晚我们去了Starbucks...


College朋友,下次我们一起去好吗?我想跟你们去!

然后那天跟我的阿玲一起去Starbucks和东西,上网,聊天....
然后隔天早上我们去吃Jusco新开的餐厅...
好吃!!
玲的>>>

我的>>>

那天,B6一起去吃MCD....那天我真的傻了.......
Ming和Eunice真的去买MCD的玩具....
哈哈.......虽然傻,但是我很开心!
Before
After
最后,要有自信,我要更成熟(在思想),我要更努力....
我要去试验更多...我要experience!

Monday, August 10, 2009

Happy about FRIENSHIP, Sad about RELATIONSHIP!

Good Night…
I’m now at my hometown, IPOH, own room.
Just came back from OLDTOWN KOPITIAM, the biggest one in Ipoh, at Gunung Rapat there.
Wow, I miss all my school friends! KamPing, Kuan Yee, Kah Yann, Ka Kin, Chung, Sam, Siew Hong, Sui, Fei Tin, Teddy, Gou Zon, Mei Yee….
I feel very warm when I see them,
I miss all the time when we studying at Secondary school last time…Library…
And so on….
I hope to see them tomorrow!
Thank you for giving me such a great time! Appreciate!

Cut my hair…
I was cut my hair… I feel refreshed!
It was very short, seem when I’m studying secondary school…
Thank you Desmond! This is the style I like! New hair, new style!

Cendol…
Wow, Ipoh food is the best! I like it so so so much! Make me feel hungry now!
Hehes… I miss all the food, Ang Choi Kai, Dai Shu Kiok, Tao Fu Fa…..
So a lot! Laksa also! All so so delicious!
Grandma, I love you!Your food makes me feel warm and so delicious!
Mama, I like your soup so so much, it was too delicious!
I hope you always cook for me, because outside food really a lot of “mei jing”…
Make me feel really unhealthy…
I use to have oat everyday at KL’s home, I don’t wish to eat outside everyday!

Mummy, Sze Ling, you must take care!
Today when I see mummy, my heart very pain,
I saw her face like very stress and very tired, she looks so “can” already!
Mummy, you must rest more!
I love you forever! Sze Ling, you make me feel worried of you.
Please, don’t be so stupid, you need to learn how to being a strong person, don’t think so much, you’re always beloved!
Don’t stress yourself, Stay happy and Stay smart!
Take care!

Train……
I hate train!Damn! Shit! Fxxk!
I’m taking train going back hometown,
when I reached KL central, the sell ticket there system down… SWT!
She told me to go straight to the train… Really make me sweat!
So, I was blur and just go up the train and find a sit.
Then, the train run…Ok fine, when reached half way, at SLIM RIVER! Shit, the train STOP!!
I feel curious! Feel uncomfortable! The train STOP there for 1 and a half hour!
Wah, I feel worried, because I need to go back faster!
Then, something really make me disgusting!
There have no air-con in economy sit there,
Fine, then I changed to another “Go Cup” sits there…
Ok, then, baby cried at behind, a 4or5 years old kid keep kicking my sit behind,
Make me feel wanna die!
Then, a woman followed by 4 children are in the same sits there also!
That 4 children ran here and there.
Wow! In that moment I really feel wanna jump out from the train!
Finally, the train move after 2hours…
Normally the train will reach Ipoh on time12.30pm, but,
I reached IPOH at 2.30! 2 hours delayed!

Monday, July 27, 2009

心情。有起有落


就这样,一个月就过去了...
我的心情有起有落...不知道要怎样解释呢?



在一个月里,我做过及错过的事情有很多!
首先要说给你听的是,张栋梁的签唱会和他的音乐会!
我真的很笨哦...我竟然为了唱歌AUDITION而错过了张栋梁的签唱会...
在最终,我都选了去比赛...
但是等了一个礼拜,却得不到答案...我就知道,我真的进不到,我唱得真的很差...
不过,我知道错过了就要更努力的学习,要加强自己的意志力!
过了几天过后,我收到一份很珍贵的礼物,是我一位好朋友送给我的...
那就是我最爱的张栋梁新专辑'''''沉默的瞬间'''''还是with signature的哦!
我真的很开心,在同时也非常感动!这份礼物真的太太珍贵了!
我真的不知道要怎么表达我的心情...我真的开心到落泪...
谢谢你................

刘界辉,黄毓敏!他们赢了!是我们的冠军!恭喜他们哦!

近来的心情有起有落,有上有下...

他在我心目中占了很大的位置....
我想了很多很多很多...
不过,在接下来的日子里我会珍惜,我会好好的做好自己的本分,读好书来,
不要再伤心的!DanielYue,要振作!
加油!

我生病了,今天是第一天!其实我知道,当我忙完所有的事情后,我就会生病!

这几天做了很多东西,去看ASTRO新秀,张栋梁歌唱比赛,Newspaper assignment..... 还有很多很多....

现在的感觉就很无助,Final exam要到了,我要读书了,但是,哈哈...
很难focus on在我的课业上....


大马青年营PRAISE AND WORSHIP TEAM开跑了!我们开始练习了!
感谢上帝的恩典,把我们聚集在一起,一起荣耀他的名!
阿门!
其实我真的有一点压力,在青年营领唱真的不是一件容易的事....有时我在想,我很不配....来到college后,我真的很少亲近上帝了...但是我会努力...努力的不停追求!


爸爸妈妈,我很想你们!我知道我很久没回来了,对不起,因为很忙,所以真的没时间回来.....
麻麻,我很想念你的饭菜,我很想回去和你煲的汤,你煮的菜..很想抱住你,guji你!哈哈....妹妹,我爱你们!很久没有见到你们了!我爱你们!



我哭了,在这个月里,我哭了....
我想我的家!
我很想他....
功课越来越多了!
我一定要pass完全部考试!

我祷告,我希望全部人都在很健康及很安全的生活!

感谢上帝让我的生活过得那么精彩,感谢爸爸妈妈让我来到这个世上,享受着世界的一切!

谢谢!